I am irritated and irritable, convinced that there is something crawling underneath my skin.

I’m happy at what’s ahead, but would have been happier to be included in other options. Just included. An opportunity to be invited, even if the invitation had to be declined.

Ugh.
It’s ridiculous.
I’m ridiculous.
I don’t deny it.

The path ahead is good. I acknowledge this. I am thankful for this.

Then why can’t I get the option that doesn’t exist out of my head?

Here’s what I’m asking…

Help me let it go…this imaginary disappointment.

Help me be present with a spirit of gratitude on the path that is before me. I want to be 100% there…not there in body and grousing through “what if’s” in my mind.

Help me shine brightly, understanding that my purpose, my presence multiplies love.