I am all over the place.

Seriously.

And tired of it.

How can I be so back-and-forth on this subject?

Is it that I am scared to face – and tell – the truth?

What’s going on inside of me?
I despise my own behavior – 
This only serves to confirm my suspicions
That I’m still a (wo)man in need of a Savior…

Help me live beyond my fear.

To face it with peace in my heart.

Trusting that all things work together…

And when I am in the moment, help me live in the moment. With peace.

Understanding that in this moment, all is well and as it should be. That the process is valuable, worthwhile, priceless…

That I don’t need to be concerned about the future; the destination out of reach, unsure.

I don’t need to let that uncertainly shake me out of the here and now: the beauty, the delight of being my best, my most beautiful, authentic offering.

When I am in the moment, help me focus on the light – and if needed, help me be the light.